Yeah so no one pretty much does these things anymore, but what the hell, why not? I'll just update for the hell of it. Haven't been on this thing since 2007, so obviously a lot has changed. Friends, family, significant others, that whole deal. More importantly, I finally after years of floating around in the college education system, have discovered where to apply my passion for writing. The path won't be easy, and it sure hell won't be cheap, but I'm more than willing to take on the challenge. Life has been at a standstill for awhile now. I'm ready for a new adventure now, and it probably won't be in San Diego for the years to come. Be that as it may, San Diego where always be where my soul resides, my heart just wants something more. Growing up is becoming more of a reality each and every passing day. Sometimes I just want to curl up and a ball and make time stand still because it's so overwhelming at times. But I guess that's the beauty and challenge in life, it comes at you fast even though you're not ready to take on certain things. As someone once told me, "Sometimes you just gotta fill in the shoes, even when you're not ready for it."(quoting Jayson Dulay on this, circa 2007) Ain't that the truth? Even with all the impending life changes coming my way. it's making me realize to appreciate what I have even more. Luckily I've always had an appreciation for my life, and the people in it. But to the extent that it reached, has far surpassed what it used to be. As tragic and arduous as life can be at times, the losses are what make love and appreciation reach far more than it ever could in the first place. My family is far from what an "ideal" family should be. But as broken as it can be sometimes I find perfection in our imperfections. Friends...homies, my second family. We've all been through so much together that it's crazy to comprehend sometimes. From petty grudges, to serious lows, and joyous and unforgettable times, you've been there through it all. No matter what happens, no matter where we all end up in life I know we can always come back to each other and it will always be the same love and respect since day one. It's something priceless that no one else can ever take away. For the loves, come and passed, to the current one now, my heart has grown immensely because of you. You've taught me how it is to appreciate myself, to never settle for less, and to strive for the best, what I deserve. But none has taught me that lesson more than the one I have today. You're ability to challenge me and push me is unparallel to no other. You make me see myself in a way I was too afraid to in the past, and that is to have appreciation not only for others but myself as well. I'm learning I don't have to be scared about how far I can push myself, and if others can truly see who I am through my passions in life. Because no matter what at the end of the day I do what's most important for me and for the ones who matter the most in my life. Despite what should ever happen now, or in the near future I have a solid and true person forever in my life who is teaching me to find hope in the most hopeless of situations. It's a feeling that's hard to put into words, and it's cliche to refer to it just as love because it transcends beyond that, it's every thing that makes love emotions what they are. Admiration, respect, friendship, a knowing that no matter what happens it somehow will be okay. For that I am so thankful because it is so rare to find something so special in what seems like an ugly world at times. With that said, guess that's it till the next couple of years I feel like updating this mug.

Yes sirrr it's that dope ass time of the Summer when Comic Con is in town, yeahuhhhh! Musty armpits and trolly's here I come...


Yeah bitch.

Day 1 of the Summer Vacation went off to a good start. Pretty much smoked to the point where the whole word felt high with me and it was awesome. "Tonight, Tonight" by the Smashing Pumpkins sounded out of this world. It was different from all the countless times I listened to it, priceless. Brrrrinnnnng it! I'm ready for the Summer suckas. ^_______________^